sucks now

-L

why is it that every time I pull pictures down of someone who made my life a living hell and replace them with pictures of someone else that someone else fucks up and makes me wanna rip every picture down I have of them?

Fuck I can’t stand you anymore. Who the fuck have you become and who the hell made you this way? You need a reality check, this isn’t high school anymore. There’s no such thing as being a cool kid so get OVER YOURSELF. PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH, bitch.

-L

to use tumblr anymore, 

It was such a summer thing.

-L

but everything is going so well.

*knock on wood* I’m not tryna fuck things up right now<3

-L

These past couple of days.

A year ago I was on top of the world. Had a gorgeous boyfriend, the best of friends, and school was going better than ever. Made a couple trips back home to be with my loved ones and everything seemed like gravy. The things I’ve encountered the past few days and with the beginning of November coming up has be thinking about my ex. Reminiscing about the memories we created last year and how happy I was makes me thankful for the chances I had to be with someone and experience such a strong feeling of what I would like to believe love is. We’ve changed a lot and I can honestly say I was so bitter towards you these past months because of what you put me through. Now I’m better. I’m a better woman, a better person, and a better human because the experiences we went through helped me. You did things for me no one else could or can for the time being and you felt for me the way no one else ever has. You were such a good person and one of the rarest young men I had ever known. I speak in past tense because I don’t know what you’re like now. I pray that deep down inside you haven’t lost who you used to be because that would be such a shame. I hope that, if you haven’t already, you find someone to love you just as much as I know you can love a person because you deserve it. On the real I hope your friends haven’t influenced you for the worse. The person you were raised to be is the person who will remain in my memory forever. 

We haven’t spoken in months and I’m convinced it’s a blessing. We both have so much growing up and expanding of our horizons to do, but if you ever find yourself missing me, even just a little bit, just remember that I’m always going to be there. I have seriously wrote so many of these things towards you, but this time it’s real. This is coming from the bottom of my heart and whether you look at this and throw it into a burner or not I know this will touch you in some way. Not because you feel the way you used to, but because that’s the type of person you are. Just remember that before all this happened no one has or ever will care about you the ways I did. I’m happy to call you my ex boyfriend and almost a year later I’m ready to completely set myself free. Took me forever, but its finally happened. I wish you the best in life and tons of success. Whether you and I regain any kind of friendship is all left to the unseen forces and powers of someone way strong than both of us put together. Good luck and God speed.

-L

Suck my dick;

When a boy says lick my pussy;

I learned that in 8th grade. Language Arts teacher, Mrs. Turetsky or however you spell it, taught us that. To assume is to make an ass out of you and me. I need to stop, you need to stop, and everyone needs to stop. Assuming leads to some fucked up shit. I’m glad things have cleared up in the air now because I don’t know how much longer I could have taken it. All I know is that I’m gonna start putting myself in check because I’m an adult and the ways I’ve been acting lately are so childish. 

“Don’t start somethinn’, it won’t be nothinnn’” -Momma Sams<3

-L